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2017 WHY WERE YOU SO MEAN?

Mon, 15 Jan 2018 19:06:27 +0100

Is anybody else feeling me on this? I mean did 2017 really have to be so mean? It was like a re-occurring nightmare, starring, featuring,premeiring; ME.

One day I was up and literally the next day; FLOP. It was a non stop roller coaster of spiritual betrayal, other folks drama, proof that no one that I supported, supported me. 2017 was complete misery.

some days I forgot to say thank you to my physical alarm clock waking me. I was just going through the motions. Seriously, I was out of breath just listening to folks. I listened so much that I forgot how to or ignored listening to me. Most people will allow you to forget yourself in order for their misery to be eliminated. I got to a boiling point and started throwing hot water on those asses. In the process i got a couple of splashes on myself. I was fighting in my sleep, working on not being angry, evil was trying to topple me. It's so amazing how my love felt like it was in the bottom of the ruble. My heart, soul, spirit, health, and healing were in trouble. The evil is this world was not playing.

How many of you are barely making it or are just making it out of the ruble? I'm just getting free, with me being the astrological sign that I, my HEART IS BIG, but my ROAR IS BIGGER, and I try with all that is within me not to ROAR, cause behind that is the BITE. Yah feel me?

So now, I'm realizing that after this summer solstice ALL THINGS have CHANGED, there is no more dress rehearsal, the movie has started and it's starring 'ME'. Self titled and I get to pick the characters, scenery, events, etc. So do you. We are not going to allow 2017 to be in vain. There has to be some meaning to all of that MADNESS. There just has to be.

What am I doing about it? Well I'm going to write my ass off and that's a lot of ass. lol. I'm starting my other projects that I've been procrastinating about. Don't front, I know yah got some too. It's a sign, all this pain for me was a sign that it's time to stop giving myself away to other and give to me.. again give to my self. I just had to say that mental note out loud. We are wonderful beings who give birth to wonderful beings. Some of have had a better job doing with our upbringing by our earthern vessels and loved ones.

I have been blessed but my blessings could of BEEN BIGGER if only I would of believed I was deserving.Do you sometimes suffer with feelings of inadequacy or no deserving? Well give that ish up, it's time to stop being a victim whether voluntarily or not. You were put here just like others. I'ts your life and I suggest you start appreciating it. I am! Get up, get out, and get something, don't let this life pass you by.

So enough of my speaker box, please DO YOURSELF A FAVOR, and go for it, don't let 2017 have your 2018.

love myself & love you

priestess heaven
sisters in the circle

WEST SIDE WINNERS/STIR 5 WILMINGTON

Wed, 13 Nov 2013 22:45:43 +0100

NAMASTE ALL...

IT'S BEEN A WHILE. I HAVE DECIDED I SHOULD COME BACK TO THIS LINK TO ADD INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE.

WE ENTERED AN EVENT CALLED STIR WILMINGTON. THIS WAS THEIR FIFTH ONE. APPREHENSIVE BUT FOCUSED WE ENTERED AND LONG STORY SHORT, WE TIED FOR FIRST PLACE OUR FIRST TIME RUNNING. WHEH HOW HUGE OF A MOTIVATOR WAS THAT.

NOW THE JUICY PART. WE GET TO TAKE 20 CHILDREN FROM THE WEST SIDE OF WILMINGTON ON OUTINGS, LIKE TO THE BEACH, HORSEBACK RIDING, FARMING, AND WHATEVER ELSE WE CAN DO WITH THE FUNDS. SPEAKING OF WHICH :) YOU CAN SEND DONATIONS OUR WAY BY HITTING THE PAY PAL DONATION LINK.
WITH THEIR TRIP WE WILL PROVIDE THEM WITH JOURNALS AND A DISPOSABLE CAMERA. WE ARE ENCOURAGING CREATIVITY, COMMUNICATION, HOPE, AND FAITH IN ADULTS. SO MANY CHILDREN IN THIS AREA HAVE LOST FAITH IN THEIR ELDERS. I CAN'T SAY I DISAGREE.

THE PROCESS IS VERY SIMPLE, A CHILD GOES FOR A HORSE BACK RIDE THAT HE HAS NEVER DONE, WE GIVE THEM A CAMERA AND A JOURNAL SO THEY CAN GO SHOOT WHATEVER THEIR HEART IS PULLED TO. THEY IMMEDIATELY WILL JOURNAL AFTER CAPTURING THEIR IMAGE AND WILL TAKE FOUR SHOTS PER TRIP.

WHEN ALL OF THE TRIPS HAVE BEEN TAKEN A TEAM FROM SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE WILL PICK TWELVE PICS THAT WILL GO INTO A WEST SIDE WINNERS CALENDAR. THE WINNERS WILL GO OUT TO DINNER WITH THEIR FAMILY AND ME THE CEO OF SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE.

OUR PLAN IS TO; ONCE WE GET MORE FUNDING TO PUBLISH A BOOK. SO IN ONE SHOT WE WILL HAVE CREATED A GROUP OF PUBLISHED WRITERS, PHOTOGRAPHERS, HELPED SOME CHILDREN WITH COMMUNICATION AND ENCOURAGED CHANGE ONE CHILD AT A TIME.

SHOULD YOU BE INTERESTED IN HELPING IN ANY SORT OF WAY PLEASE CONTACT US ON F/B AT SISTERS IN THE CIRCLE OR YOU CAN INBOX SIS GENNIE HEAVEN HEAVEN.

WE'VE BEEN BLESSED SO MUCH IN THIS PROCESS. A WONDERFUL CATERING COMPANY HAZEL'S CATERING HAS VOLUNTEERED TO PROVIDE OUR FOOD FOR THE TRIPS. MS. DEANNA LABELLA ON FACEBOOK. ISN'T THIS AWESOME. A HOST OF VOLUNTEERS ARE STEPPING UP. WE ARE SO THRILLED FOR THIS PROCESS.

SO WE WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL WHO CAME OUT TO VOTE FOR ALL OF THE PROGRAMS. THAT WERE PRESENT. WE WILL GET A POST UP ABOUT WHAT SOME ARE THEM ARE UP TO PRETTY SOON.

AGAIN SHOULD YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CONTACT US AND SHOULD YOU BE MOVED IN THE WAY OF SENDING DONATIONS JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW. WE SINCERELY THANK YOU AND LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU SOON.

I'M RESPONSIBLE

Tue, 05 Apr 2011 16:58:46 +0100

Sisters shalom to you.

i sit here and am in a tug of war with myself. the war is the responsibility that i had and have in regards to my relationship status. i am 4? and i go to bed EVERY night without my physical warmth partner. i ask myself why. i really don't like to hear when folks say.."gurl it's coming, or atleast you aint got to deal with the drama.":)

well there are SOME THINGS that i'm willing to fight through and for. i smile a lot but my heart feels something is missing. now don't get me wrong i am happy i just want to be HAPPIER, a life partner, a friend, someone i can dig in my nose around (i know yuckeee, but every has a nose thus boogers :) ), but i feel like this is some serious stuff to fight through on my own from time to time.

i did have a SINCERE issue with trust so that stiffled a lot of things for me. so now i trust that someone will say something that i don't necessarily like, nor appreciate but I'M tough. this is quite obvious because i don't seek attention to feel comfortable with being me. i'm safe with the LORD and nobody does me like the LORD, but come on ALREADY :). can a sister get some hair washing time, can i get a back rub, how about a good pitty pat match. i know you know what i mean. let's sit and read the word together, as many words as we can find, let's travel in the backyard and wind up in ISTANBUL..

so today i just write this note to let the sister or brother know that you too are not alone in ANYTHING that you come upon. some just won't talk about it. i am not ASHAMED. this is not an open call for suitors either :) you gotta be tight and if u aren't then u aint right....:)

my loves just be honest with SELF and the window will open and blessings will come...

I'M RESPONSIBLE.

sis gennie heaven tolliver
sisters in the circle.

p.s. go to the site and comment and add yourself to my blog page.

i too love u and i understand........

NO REGRETS

Thu, 24 Mar 2011 01:22:46 +0100

Today as I sit in my bedroom the words just came into formation crystal clear. I use to consider the wrong (so i say wrong) choices i've made in my past and not so distant past and why i use to perform such foolish acts. well everyday leads me further into my path and i realize that all things were set into place to aide me with the person, soul,spirit,woman,queen,and GODDESS that i am today.i have not made any mistakes, i have however, taken the necessary steps to get me to my necessary place and so have you my beloveds. we lose time and space when we don't let go of the weight, wait. the only person that can hold you captive or enslave you is you. remember this about all the negative energy that seems to creep into your space. no one can be you nor should they want to be. we are uniquely and individually made. i don't regret a thing. i truly don't and it has been a long road to get to this place. i wanna keep flying and learning as i bump into things, rub my boo boo and get back to flying again.. sometimes just rubbing my wings as i aide myself. so fly robin fly up up to the sky...

no regrets

loving you
sistersnthecircle

gennie tolliver
www.XPeriencePetra.com

Spring is Coming

Sun, 21 Feb 2010 21:20:40 +0100

Spring is coming!!!!!!
What have you done for yourself this year. I know... I know... You're busy. Are you going to say that until August. Well if you do most of you will have and will lose the year. Most of us are mothers and school will be starting and then the new year is here all over again. Another year lost for Annabelle, Susan, Tamisha, Kimberely & You. So what are you going to do about all that?
Spring is coming !!!!!
Go and do something for yourself. Not just getting your nails or hair done. Do something for you. Go stand out in the rain. Get your feet wet, feel the sensation of water climbing in between your toes, feel the difference in the temperature on the ground. Splash around, Let your scalp get wet put some peppermint in it feel the tingling in your scalp. Make yourself a sugarfree cake, eat some jello. Make yourself a peanut butter & jelly sandwich, sit in the floor and watch your favorite cartoon as a child. Seize the day.
SPRING IS COMING... what are you going to do??? peace my beloved sisters

Rest & Relaxation

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 23:50:09 +0100

This is the day that the LORD has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. Ladies today is the beginning of the rest of your life. Are you rested & relaxed. If not, why? I tell you what. Drop what you're doing unless it'sTRULY necessary. Take off your shoes and socks and look at your feet. Are they groomed, taken care of? If they aren't or are please remember that they are very vital to your survival the way you know it now. They need to be taken care of because they carry you. So rest them, soak them, and love them the way you want to be loved.

Anyone want to share what there feelings are about what you need to rest & relax on your body. Go ahead and comment. This is a fun, spiritual, and peaceful tool to aid us in every day transitioning.

Until next month. Shalom and blessings

Sis Heaven
Sisters in the Circle L.L.C.
302-450-8669.

DO YOU HAVE A WEEKLY RITUAL?

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 00:41:50 +0100

Do you have a ritual that you do on a weekly basis? Is there something that you are missing in your everyday LIFE experience.