I'M RESPONSIBLE
Posted by Gennie Tolliver on Tuesday, April 5, 2011 Under: relations
Sisters shalom to you.
i sit here and am in a tug of war with myself. the war is the responsibility that i had and have in regards to my relationship status. i am 4? and i go to bed EVERY night without my physical warmth partner. i ask myself why. i really don't like to hear when folks say.."gurl it's coming, or atleast you aint got to deal with the drama.":)
well there are SOME THINGS that i'm willing to fight through and for. i smile a lot but my heart feels something is missing. now don't get me wrong i am happy i just want to be HAPPIER, a life partner, a friend, someone i can dig in my nose around (i know yuckeee, but every has a nose thus boogers :) ), but i feel like this is some serious stuff to fight through on my own from time to time.
i did have a SINCERE issue with trust so that stiffled a lot of things for me. so now i trust that someone will say something that i don't necessarily like, nor appreciate but I'M tough. this is quite obvious because i don't seek attention to feel comfortable with being me. i'm safe with the LORD and nobody does me like the LORD, but come on ALREADY :). can a sister get some hair washing time, can i get a back rub, how about a good pitty pat match. i know you know what i mean. let's sit and read the word together, as many words as we can find, let's travel in the backyard and wind up in ISTANBUL..
so today i just write this note to let the sister or brother know that you too are not alone in ANYTHING that you come upon. some just won't talk about it. i am not ASHAMED. this is not an open call for suitors either :) you gotta be tight and if u aren't then u aint right....:)
my loves just be honest with SELF and the window will open and blessings will come...
I'M RESPONSIBLE.
sis gennie heaven tolliver
sisters in the circle.
p.s. go to the site and comment and add yourself to my blog page.
i too love u and i understand........
i sit here and am in a tug of war with myself. the war is the responsibility that i had and have in regards to my relationship status. i am 4? and i go to bed EVERY night without my physical warmth partner. i ask myself why. i really don't like to hear when folks say.."gurl it's coming, or atleast you aint got to deal with the drama.":)
well there are SOME THINGS that i'm willing to fight through and for. i smile a lot but my heart feels something is missing. now don't get me wrong i am happy i just want to be HAPPIER, a life partner, a friend, someone i can dig in my nose around (i know yuckeee, but every has a nose thus boogers :) ), but i feel like this is some serious stuff to fight through on my own from time to time.
i did have a SINCERE issue with trust so that stiffled a lot of things for me. so now i trust that someone will say something that i don't necessarily like, nor appreciate but I'M tough. this is quite obvious because i don't seek attention to feel comfortable with being me. i'm safe with the LORD and nobody does me like the LORD, but come on ALREADY :). can a sister get some hair washing time, can i get a back rub, how about a good pitty pat match. i know you know what i mean. let's sit and read the word together, as many words as we can find, let's travel in the backyard and wind up in ISTANBUL..
so today i just write this note to let the sister or brother know that you too are not alone in ANYTHING that you come upon. some just won't talk about it. i am not ASHAMED. this is not an open call for suitors either :) you gotta be tight and if u aren't then u aint right....:)
my loves just be honest with SELF and the window will open and blessings will come...
I'M RESPONSIBLE.
sis gennie heaven tolliver
sisters in the circle.
p.s. go to the site and comment and add yourself to my blog page.
i too love u and i understand........
In : relations
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shalom beloved. i am the founder of sistersnthecircle. this is a group for women from all walks of faith to come and share their experiences in hopes of aiding others. thank u for taking your time to come view. i am a lil being with a big soul. activitist, supporter, poet, author, seamtress, lover, fighter, friend. just as you are. we have monthly meetings, with etiquette, social, emotional, & relationship groups.
